Back To Being a Bitch ??

Have you ever been wondering when a girl starts to being a bitch ? I believe that happens when a guy breaks a girl’s heart. Maybe that’s just excuse and deep inside some of us just want to be a bossy little bitch to everyone around you. I know for absolutely the best that life is much more easier when you are living it as a mean girl. Everyone just simply do whatever you tell them to and they won’t say a word against you, well at least not in front of you. Few years ago I was one of those girls, I enjoyed it and I won’t lie about it. The truth is that sooner or later you find out that you need much more than just seeing somebody pleasing you every single second, so you get even worse. I always knew that my bitchty little thing is coming from my lack of confidence and somehow I was sucking out a confidence from others girls. Now when I look back, I have a feeling I was just like The Virgin Queen (from movie the Countess) with a slight difference-I was not killing anyone or drinking blood lol at least not physically. I had to stop myself for a minute and think about what I was doing to the girls. I was never feeling sorry for the guys because they usually deserved it. I believe life is much easier if you sometimes just put aside your feelings and do what you want as long as you don't hurt people thatdon't deserve it. This is the most important thing that you just have to keep in mind-just don't hurt innocent people.